Little Bits

Broken hearted, undesired.

You didn't leave me there.

Broken hearted, I felt deserted.

You loved me and you cared.

Broken hearted you fixed me and made me whole again.

Whole hearted I lay my life down today.

Broken hearted, bits shattered all over the floor.

Broken hearted, your my healer and provider.

My faith will be restored.

Goodbye

Goodbye's aren't forever they say, but they are still hard to say.

Tear's and kisses, hugs and promises of returns yet to be fulfilled

Heart aches, when a loved one leaves.

Yearning to see them once again.

The fun times of laughter and joy are shadowed by the pain of goodbye.

Sometimes it'd be easier not to even say hello as goodbye always follows close behind.

When they walk, drive or fly away.

The words uttered are "come back, please come back to stay"

Invisible Box.

See through walls, built with air.

Held together with fear.

Boxed in, safe yet suffocating and isolating.

Stuck and locked in.

Bottled up.

Screaming within.

No clear way out.

I can't see clearly or think evenly.

It's crystal clear out there

So why is it raining in here.

Temporary Fix

I feel the itch.

I feel the need.

My head is hurting me.

I feel worthless.

I feel unworthy.

I need to breathe!

quick fix, shopping windows and debit cards.

Nice new pair of shoes just what has been prescribed.

Air to my lungs.

Water to drench my thirst.

Hunger has gone, than why do I still feel empty inside.

Rainbow Delight

Rainbow flavors, tasting like colors.

Giggles in a packet, laughter forever.

Burst of happiness in every bite.

Snack size, perfect delight!

Delicious little lollie, my favorite sight.

Rainbow joy on a stormy night.

My promise after the rain, my sweet choice.

I will love them till I depart this life.

Fruit Tree

Lord,

I want to consume your fruit of the spirit. I want to have the juice dripping of my chin.

I want to have a full stomach after eating. I want to see the result of the consumption of the fruit. The energy that comes from my meal, I want to use for your glory, for your kingdom oh God.

Let peace fill my soul. Faith take root within my heart. Kindness and gentleness flow in my blood. Self-control live in each cell and conform it to glorify you. Love and Joy reside in my skin, let both radiate off me. Help patience take command of my mind.

I will pick fruit from your fruit tree and enjoy the taste.

OKAY

You stand there and do nothing.

You stand there and are silent.

You watch but don't see.

I'm hurting from the blow to my arm and from the cutting words that are thrown.

I'm hurting from the pain you caused in that one moment of lost control.

I'm hurting from the broken trust that is lying in pieces on the floor.

I'm hurting from the hope thats being crushed, from the security I felt before now no more.

Tears falling as justifications flow from my month.

Trying to make up excuses, trying to talk it away but

It's not OK.