Abandoned like a puppy on a cold winters day.
Drowned in tears like a unwanted kitten.
Thrown aside like discarded clothing.
Left alone to find my own way home.

Lights turned off,
Left in the dark.
A heart left to strave,
A life left to fall apart.

Ice cream eating, holywood endings.
Sulking in bed, reading til death.

Un satified with myself, hoping to find a purpose. Self pity it sad but it helps with healing the wound.

Being replaced by a electic toy. Feeling worthless and taken for granted.
No ones here to share my pain, all my friends are happy again.

Boyfriends are just human, but it doesnt blunt the blow.
He says he feels sorry for me but he created the reason to be sorry.

A cure hasnt been found for heart break and so it contiues to spread. And every girl knows how it feels and still we love

Identity

Luck changes, time goes by.

Weather gets colder, the sun gets dull.
Trees loose their leaves and became skeltions of what they used to be.
While clouds get darker and the air gets lighter.
The wind always blows and you cant keep warm.
Your hearts shiveled up and your mind gets turid.
Friends strew you over and men come and go.
Lifes a bitch and you parents have control.
Your siblings are always fighting and the house a mess.
Schools important but you cant seem to pass the test.
You look in the mirror but dont reconize the face staring back.
You wear cloths but they feel lose on your back.

Luck changes, time goes by.
But one things contant is thats your identitys a lie.

Please

You looked at me today and you gave me a wave.
You stared at me and didn't look away.
You touched my skin and held my hand.
You laughed with me and told me things.

I did things for you and you didnt return them.
I spoke to you and you didnt respond to me.

I looked for you today but didnt find you.
I felt used and thrown away.
I told you to clean your car and you talked to me as if I was tiring.

You didnt talk to me, you just ordered me to do things.
You didnt touch me or look at me.
You tell me I'm a curse and are harsh to people.
You say I judge and that makes me sad.

You say "I love you" like a religion.
You make a promise but then break it.
You dont own me "I'm not a car"
You can't just ignore me and speak down on me.
I have feelings you know.

I love you but but can't take it, I need you but want make it.
You dont smile at me or look my way.
My hands are cold, and my skins left alone.

Please be unselfish and think of me.
Please I beg give me an excuse not to leave!

You Say

You say you have to miss it, you say you've had a bad day.
You say you need the money and can't make it that day.
You say your still a believer, you say you still care.

You say you might skip it as you don't feel up to it, but thats not what I hear.
You say you will make it up to me but you want have the time.
You say you can't make it and hope it all goes well, but then you go hang with her instead.
You say I'm a friend but friends hang in town.

You say I'm pathic and over dramatise everything but really you are blind to it all.
You say you don't have time to see me today and we will have to see each other in the holidays.
But to me you say I don't care, love you or see you anymore.
You say to me all bulshit and expect me to leave it be.

You say you miss spending time together but one day I hope you miss our friendship and see what a stuck up son of a bitch you have been.